No this isn't anything rude, It's how I'v started describing my days!!
After another night of no sleep i had a few hours nap resulting in me waking up at 1:45pm when my dads girlfriend walked through the door... Once again my day has consisted of nothing!!! Daytime TV is no help, Local chavs&tramps on Jezza and a double dose of Big Bang... doesnt get more exciting than that. Even social media (Facebook,Twitter&Instagram) is getting worse.. there wasn't even any arguments today to spice things up... Oh the joys of being unemployed!
Being unemployed is not something I'v chosen as a lifestyle before you stereotype me, I am actively seeking work and getting nowhere in the process... I mean is there actually any jobs out there anymore?
I'v worked in local bars and I love it, making friends with the locals and having fun with the regulars that come in.. Its where I felt most confident and comfortable stood behind that bar pulling pints and making cocktails. Id always have a laugh and felt part of a dysfunctional family but as always someone has to ruin that. After loosing my job I had to do what any other person in my town did.. I had to sign on the dole! I hated it... If I had any other choice at that time I would have taken it.
The woman I had to see every 2 weeks didn't like me and I didn't like her which made signing on difficult and I'd dread walking into that place, but desperate times calls for desperate needs... I just wish I could have kept my temper. Yes I probably shouldn't have shouted or threatened her but she wasn't giving me the help and support I needed... Was it wrong of me to just stop going?? Lately money has become tight well even tighter than what it was, I'm beginning to think I should sign back on... or at least start a job in the next few weeks... What would you do? Am I in the right frame of mind? Is this all making sense? How long will my money last?
:) x
After another night of no sleep i had a few hours nap resulting in me waking up at 1:45pm when my dads girlfriend walked through the door... Once again my day has consisted of nothing!!! Daytime TV is no help, Local chavs&tramps on Jezza and a double dose of Big Bang... doesnt get more exciting than that. Even social media (Facebook,Twitter&Instagram) is getting worse.. there wasn't even any arguments today to spice things up... Oh the joys of being unemployed!
Being unemployed is not something I'v chosen as a lifestyle before you stereotype me, I am actively seeking work and getting nowhere in the process... I mean is there actually any jobs out there anymore?
I'v worked in local bars and I love it, making friends with the locals and having fun with the regulars that come in.. Its where I felt most confident and comfortable stood behind that bar pulling pints and making cocktails. Id always have a laugh and felt part of a dysfunctional family but as always someone has to ruin that. After loosing my job I had to do what any other person in my town did.. I had to sign on the dole! I hated it... If I had any other choice at that time I would have taken it.
The woman I had to see every 2 weeks didn't like me and I didn't like her which made signing on difficult and I'd dread walking into that place, but desperate times calls for desperate needs... I just wish I could have kept my temper. Yes I probably shouldn't have shouted or threatened her but she wasn't giving me the help and support I needed... Was it wrong of me to just stop going?? Lately money has become tight well even tighter than what it was, I'm beginning to think I should sign back on... or at least start a job in the next few weeks... What would you do? Am I in the right frame of mind? Is this all making sense? How long will my money last?
:) x
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