I'm back!! :D

Not blogged in a while because iv been really poorly and that caused me to be super lazy ;) .... Not a lot has happened so iv not got that much to talk about although there's a lot going to be happening soon and I hope your all going to be here every step of the way... Well that's if anyone reads this (Y) 

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Love!... <3

I think iv only ever been in love once! My Ex but recently my feelings for my girlfriend Steff have been getting stronger and I'm starting to see my life with her always by my side!.... 

 

^_^ That's the first picture I had took with Steff and if I'm truly honest that's the first time we met properly! She is truly amazing and helped me through so much in our little time we have been together, I couldn't have done most things without her! Yes I have had doubts about our relationship (mentioned in previous posts) but I stopped worrying and just relaxed. 

As iv said iv only ever felt like this about one other person and we were together for 5 years! I don't know if it's just because valentines day is approaching or  what but my feeling for this beautiful girl have got stronger and in a way that scares me... I'm afraid and worried that she will leave me an I'll be back to being alone :'( ... What should I do?! 

Do you think I'm worrying over nothing?!... Do I even have anything to worry about?!... Should I just let my feelings run their course?!... Am I gong to ruin what I have with this worry?!....

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Cooking time!!!

Baking with mum and the sister is always a laugh, we all have out own way of doing things but the end product is always the same. 

Today we have made two apple&blackberry pies, apple&blackberry crumble, chocolate brownies, parfiterrolls and flapjack... Anyone would think we're having a party! Nope just cooking for the week or two, see mum freezes things... She's a bit OCD like that you should see inside the freezer.

My favourite thing about baking is the smells and being able to lick the bowel :) what's yours?..

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What's the crack Naps?!

Naps.. I just don't get them at all, you go for an hours lay down or whatever and wake up even more tired than before... What's the crack!! 

I know napping in th middle of the day when you don't do anything is lazy but sometimes your body just needs a quick snooze... Even if I do wake up feeling worse than what I did, also I think it depends on where you nap. 

Dropping off on the sofa or in a chair is usually uncomfortable but and amazin sleep and sometimes having a quick one in bed can leave you waking up more tired than before... Seriously where is the logic?! Is it just my body that does this? Where's the best place to nap that's got both qualities comfort and freshness?! 

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My little baby!

So my cat thinks its a baby!.. No joke, he literally likes to be held and nursed like a newborn baby. He is such a mardy little thing but I love him dearly! :) 

So this little bundle of joy became part of my family about a year ago maybe a bit longer and although at first I didn't want a cat I couldn't now imagine my house without him. I named him Buttons because he seems to have a love for buttons, no joke! He loves to play with buttons and he chews them on clothes.  I never saw myself as a cat person but this fella just melted my heart (cheesy I know). 

People often have that argument 'which is better, cats or dogs?' but how can you answer that, unless your allergic to one I don't think there is an answer... What do you think?

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Lets talk about SEX!

I don't see anything wrong with a free and single person sleeping around, as long as there using protection and not spreading infections, whats the harm?...

This is one thing I could never understand, the fact that people have a problem with someone sleeping around when there single. I think if the person is single and using protection and also sleeping with other single people then why should anyone have a problem... Am I wrong? I mean people that sleep around seem to get these names for themselves and I don't understand why if there single and there chosen fling is single. Iv personally never been one of these people who sleep around but I know quiet a lot of people who do and they generally get a lot of stick for it.

 What are your opinions?
Does anyone agree with me?
Have I misunderstood something?
What is the problem?

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Drinking from the bottle!

Lately i'v been wondering whats the point in drinking, get out your face, forget your problems for the night only to wake up in the morning with a bad head and a blank memory to what you said or did... Is it worth it?

There's many people that say 'you don't need alcohol to have a good time' but how many of those people live by what they say?.. When I go out I don't always drink, mainly because I haven't the money to drink away but sometimes its nice to go out and let your hair down, get drunk and do silly things however the next morning isn't always fun. Recently Iv been trying not to drink as much as I used to, don't get me wrong I was no where near an alcoholic but my drinking got a bit out of hand, Id go out get drunk when I was upset or had an argument and forget about it all for a few hours but id always think about it the next day so it doesnt always go away.

Sometimes when I go out and ask for a soft drink I get funny looks and people are taken back by it which I don't understand because if a recovering alcoholic walked into a pub would everyone think it strange for them to order a soft drink?... Iv also decided to cut down on drinking because I'm trying to lose weight and iv heard that alcohol is rather fattening.. I don't understand how but its worth a try, anything to lose weight me... anyone know some good diets or got some good pointers for me!

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