Being skint and not being able to do things is starting to annoy me!!...
So I lost my last proper job back in march 2013 and its safe to say I fucking miss work!! I signed on the dole a few weeks after loosing my job and things were looking good... few interviews in first couple of weeks and even a trial but then all of a sudden it all stopped! I still applied for jobs (4 each day) and handed out my CV but nothing ever happened so I started helping out my friend who owns a bar, Iv always worked behind a bar and its where I feel most comfortable but then that fell through and she stopped asking me to come in so then I was right back to square one until October.
In October I had a few family things happen and I missed a few appointments with the dole office.. This caused arguments and I had to leave the dole.. Iv been managing alright without the dole but its now come to a point that I have £8 to my name and not able to do anything.. So Iv handed my application in to go back on the dole. I hate it but when push comes to shove it has to be done, even if they are useless and judgmental.. have I done the right thing?
I mean at least i'll now have money to go out with friends and finally be able to update my make up and surprise my girlfriend with some treats.. but I cant help but feel like Iv took a huge step back in my life, almost ashamed to say Iv signed back on. I think now Iv just got to keep positive and keep my temper under control, I'm sure i'll find something soon... right?
So I lost my last proper job back in march 2013 and its safe to say I fucking miss work!! I signed on the dole a few weeks after loosing my job and things were looking good... few interviews in first couple of weeks and even a trial but then all of a sudden it all stopped! I still applied for jobs (4 each day) and handed out my CV but nothing ever happened so I started helping out my friend who owns a bar, Iv always worked behind a bar and its where I feel most comfortable but then that fell through and she stopped asking me to come in so then I was right back to square one until October.
In October I had a few family things happen and I missed a few appointments with the dole office.. This caused arguments and I had to leave the dole.. Iv been managing alright without the dole but its now come to a point that I have £8 to my name and not able to do anything.. So Iv handed my application in to go back on the dole. I hate it but when push comes to shove it has to be done, even if they are useless and judgmental.. have I done the right thing?
I mean at least i'll now have money to go out with friends and finally be able to update my make up and surprise my girlfriend with some treats.. but I cant help but feel like Iv took a huge step back in my life, almost ashamed to say Iv signed back on. I think now Iv just got to keep positive and keep my temper under control, I'm sure i'll find something soon... right?
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